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Lauren's Note Book

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Hello , My name is Lauren Ambrosio . I decided to put my feelings , of part of my life into words . 
There is a special part of my life that I never forget . Every September , I am reminded of how life was cut short for my boyfriend . 
It all started September , 1970 . The shadows of the trees had grown long across the school yard . The feeling of excitement of a new school year had begun. Everyone was trying to find there home rooms. As the day passed , and 6th period came around , I was in Art class sitting next to the most handsome guy I had ever seen . He had black hair , deep dark brown eyes , and he had one heck of a tan . My heart dropped to the floor . Could this be love at first sight . Our my soulmate .
The next day as I sat in Art class , that guy was not in the room . I was so sad , and ask his cousin where he was . She said , he dropped that class . 
The next day I saw him coming down the hall . I tried to move out of his way , but he kept coming towards me .
He said , I heard you was asking about me . I said , yeah . He walked me to my next class and told me he was going to see if he could get back into Art class , but they wouldn't let him . He actually ended up being in the same English class that I was in . 
   

 
Have you ever meet someone in life
that every moment you are together seemed like forever ? Days went by, and yes he finally asked me to go steady . I was so happy .
Then things started going bad fo us . Someone had told my father about this guy . They told him that he was trouble .
My father told me I couldn't see him . So , I meet him somewhere every chance I got . We meet in cotton fields , at the radio station . It was all so beautiful to me . 
Then our school was having our Fall festival in November . We meet each other there . This is the night he asked me to marry him . I said , yes . He was going out of town and wanted me to go with him . I told him , I would get beat by my father if I did that . I didn't go . This was on a Friday night . Sunday , I woke up to hearing an ambulance flying down the highway in front of my house . The phone rang , and I was told he had died in a car wreck . This is the most painful thing I had ever went through in my whole life .
This is when I learned that after people pass away , they can still keep in touch with the living .
Before I had ever seen him at the funeral home . I had a dream of what he was dressed in . It was a green suit . I dressed in my green dress and sure enough , when I got there , he was dressed in a green suit . Yes , I believe that the people in our lives after death can and do keep in touch with us .
Sure , sometimes I wish I had gone with him out of town . I don't know if  that would have made a differance in the out come . I may have died with him , or the wreak may have never happened .
Years have gone by fast . I have grown in wisdom . I miss him and if you can be with the ones you love after this life . Then death for me will be like a reunion .
All this may sound crazy to lots of people . But , I needed to share this . This is not the whole story , just a small part of my heart I have shared with you .
People said , that you get over things like this as years go by .
I say , as the years go by , I get that much closer to the person I lost . I love feeling his presence at this time of year , or anytime to be honest .
I think when I share this with someone , it keeps him alive . Lighting that candle for him at Christmas or on his birthday brings a warmth of knowing that he is still living in my heart .
So , if you have someone special that has passed away . Keep them alive in your heart by remember all the wonderful things that you did together . Picture it in your mind and smile .
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Here it is November . All through the years I have kept a place in my heart for him . I truely hope someone out there has a story such as this to share with me . There is so much more to tell .
So , if you have a Note Book story to share with me Please feel free to do so .

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